I see the change in tone.
I see the glimmer in the pictures.
And a smile I didn't know existed
And for that, I remain a fan in the crowd, and enjoy the happiness i see here.
The dead man is alive.
And I care always from a distance.


Konfusion of a Heartless LoveThe time is near my friends and foes.Konfusion of a Heartless Love
This fairytale turned horrific nightmare will be shoved in your faces, in hopes you'll turn pale with discontent and longing.
I will give to you this curse you gave to me.
The ugly in me spreads like cancer. The hate I hold has my heart by its strings.
I conclude today that I will explode with anger.
Frustration.
Konfusion.
Hate.
Mankind is just as dispicable as it is beautiful.
We all rise and fall to the occassions of deciphering between what is
right  


Follow You Into The Darkit's the way you called my name as you pierced my heartFollow You Into The Dark
with your rusted blade. You kill me everyday.
I wake with the sunrise full of hope. I fall to the darkness upon every recollection of the smile you held that night.
There are days where I drive along without cause. Days where I pray I get lost. Moments where I just want to plunge right off a cliff.
because though I feel your dead to me now, it's the words you left me with that keep me suspended in this fairy hell.
I was once a lovely girl. I was a phantom within the faint of heart. &


The Wedding FuneralI've never anticipated I would be so far offThe Wedding Funeral
from who I thought I was suppose to be. A year ago, just a girl. A year ago, secure. A year ago, had love. A year ago, a perfect fit.
Each day that drudged on was merely routine. Each whisper that passed was a wanted dream. And the way love seemed to be enough, You just knew better to give it up.
My wedding day was beautiful. Adorned in lace and pearls. Soft curls to frame my simple face, a pink lip to compliment such fair skin.
And to this day, I see it this way.
Though a ye


If AnythingNever was my wish to destroy your world.If Anything
Never was my intention to hold you down.
Never was my dream to be the only way of life
Never was my plan to end up a victim to the most harmful words so far encountered.
Never was my hope to see such a careless smile.
If anything, my wish, intention, dream, plan, and biggest hope, was to be the part of you that made you feel alive.
But you've made it very clear, that if anything, I've kept you from living.
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